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I have mourned for many animals!

But her death tore my heart so much - The pain is unbearable

Oh dear! You were my best friend
You have always listened to me.
You've always felt, if I was not doing well.
You made me laugh
You loved me and I love you beyond the death

I see you everywhere and I hear you, but you're not here ... ...

In my mind I look into your eyes and you look in my
Our noses touching so gently in this moment
exactly, we were looking at us, when we lay on a pillow and we were happy.

I prayed (for the first time in my life) and my request was

"Dear God, fall's you exist, give her 10 healthy years of my own life.
I renounce for my beloved little lady, because without her my life is so meaningless.

But now you're gone!

I miss you,
I miss the honey gentle scent of your soft fur
I miss your smile
and I feel me numb...

I love you forever my great girl!



8.4.2003 - 13.2.2016 you were my faithful friend

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:iconprincessinheaven:
PrincessInHeaven Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2017
O my God i`m so sorry i just saw this terrible news ! i`m crying because i just left you a not but had no idea of your loss Andrea.
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ADIKAY Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I am really sorry for your lost friend! May she Rest in Peace! Your touching words went straight to my heart and they made me cry.. I lost so many pets and I suffered so much for each one that I said to myself I would never have another pet in my life.
But I did not do that. Although the suffering is huge when they leave us, we cannot spare ourselves from the joy of having such lovely companions.
I am sorry for your loss...
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LiquidxAngel Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I am sorry you lost your beloved companion. I too lost my 14 year old beloved almost a year ago, as well.

To those who have never grown and lived with a loyal pet in their lives can never truly know the kind of pain it is when they go...
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:iconarte-de-junqueiro:
A beautiful epitaph to a much loved pet - I know the feeling and we still mourn the passing of my partners cat (of 18 years).. they are like eternal children to us.. :hug:
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floriaiglenoir Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I am very sorry for Your loss...I can feel and understand You so perfectly...:tighthug::iconbrokenheartplz:
I lost my girl also beginning of the year...
Somebody wrote me this:

When animals go to paradise

You know that far away, in heaven there is a place called The Rainbow Bridge.When an animal dies, especially if it was very loved by someone in this life, it goes to the Rainbow Bridge. there are the endless meadows and green hills where our friends can run and play together. There the food, water and sunlight are there in abundance, and there our beloved feel comfortable and warm. 
That way all sick or old animals become still young and full of energy. Invalids animals become healthy and strong again. And for them, time passes faster when we remember them in our thoughts and in our dreams. 
The animals there are happy and pleased with everything about it except for one thing: each of them has gone before and left someone in this life that it is very precious.  At the Rainbow Bridge all animals run and play happily together. But there comes a day when one of them stops all of a sudden  and looks at the horizon. His eyes light up and the body starts to vibrate with impatience. Suddenly he/she leaves his playmates, flies over the emerald green grass, his legs and bring him faster and faster. 

He has noticed you. And when at last you and your loved one meet, you tightly embrace happy to be together and never to leave you again. 
Fullfilled  with joy -he/she will lick your face, your hands again caress his head and his faithful will see her eyes, the eyes of those who have left so long your life but never gave your heart. Then you cross the Rainbow Bridge together ...
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ToxicSnakeSkull Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I know it's been months since this tragedy, and having only just becomming aware of you and your work, my words might not carry much weight... but still... my condolences:cheer up hug: 
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mari6s Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
She was so beautiful, with deep, soulful eyes!
Hang in there! I know how difficult it can be to lose such a dear friend. My westie Eva passed away almost 2 1/2 years ago, followed one week later by one of my cats, who was very close to her. He went away to look for her and never came back. It has been so hard to handle, but my other two cats and my beautiful memories are there to comfort me...
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Pacificmackerel Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Animals can't talk, but they express themselves so well and so truly. She looks so sweet in the photos. Hug 
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mala-vida Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2016
Hello, i don't know you but i know what you feel, I felt the same in the past every time i lost an animal, because they have more humanity than humans Hug 
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wolfsbane6 Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2016
Well written ! Im sorry for your loss, never easy to lose a faithful companion like that.
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Supach Featured By Owner Edited Jul 5, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
So sorry for your loss I can feel your pain in your words I recently lost my little fur baby of 11 years and felt so quilty, like I had let her down badly cos I couldn´t make her well again although I did try everything. Since then she came to me in a dream. I got to hold her like a baby and take her head in my hands felt her purring kissed her goodbye again and she was gone. This dream was so real it felt like she had come back extra to let me know she was now okay happy, healthy and she had forgiven me. It was wonderful :heart:
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AStoKo Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Heart Thank you moomin-hug 
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Trippy4U Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2016
:( :hug:
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AStoKo Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Heart Thank you moomin-hug 
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Orallis Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh my gosh I am so sorry.  My piano teacher had a a dog like him.  His name was Jackson.  Yours looks so sweet and again I am so sorry.
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AStoKo Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Heart Thank you moomin-hug It´s a hard time
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RaisedFists Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
I'm very sorry for your loss.
I recognise myself in what you wright, everything.
When ever you think about her..when she sort of turns up in your mind, you feel her presence, you might even feel her smell...know that she's with you in spirit and she always will be.
I know of your pain and I know it hurts bad.
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AStoKo Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Heart Thank you moomin-hug It´s a hard time
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RaisedFists Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
I know dear  :cheerup: 
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Aroco Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Very poignant
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AStoKo Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Heart Thank you moomin-hug 
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Aroco Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Very welcome :)
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Can-Cat Featured By Owner May 27, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Heart  (brings to mind memories of furry, friends)
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:iconastoko:
AStoKo Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Heart Thank you moomin-hug It´s a hard time
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SueMArt Featured By Owner May 20, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Love & blessings to you dear Andrea Huggle! Heart 
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AStoKo Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Heart Thank you moomin-hug It´s a hard time
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Black-B-o-x Featured By Owner May 15, 2016
Very sorry of your loss. :( (Sad) Petting is sensual! :heart:
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:iconastoko:
AStoKo Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Heart Thank you moomin-hug It´s a hard time
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BlueCaroline Featured By Owner May 13, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
BROKEN  GHOST HEART   :cheer up hug:  I understand your pain. But she wants you to be happy!
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AStoKo Featured By Owner May 13, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hug Heart 
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BlueCaroline Featured By Owner May 13, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Remember, a dog always wishes her/his master to be happy. It is the aim of their lives, to make their master happy and that is what she has done for you.

Now that she's in pet heaven, she still wishes you, her master, to be happy and well, so don't be sad.
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motherearth01 Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
Aww, this is very sad and beautifully put into words. :hug:
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Ikonokl4st Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I understand your pain, what you feel, good luck Andrea! :hug:
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TheGalleryOfEve Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
So touching, so special, a beautiful tribute to your beloved little friend!!! :iconflyingheartsplz::iconsweethugplz::iconflyingheartsplz:
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dorenna Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2016
Beautiful. Thank-you.
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:iconxxbrokenangelwingsxx:
I saw the first part of this down the right hand side and it stood out for me, I read it properly. I know what you're feeling. I went through the same last August. I had a girl too and she always smiled. I don't understand people when they say dogs don't smile, they really do!! It is unbearable, you are right. I am so sorry for your loss. Hopefully with support, we can all help each other accept the loss as we never truly "get over" the ones we lose.
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bewilderedconfused Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Silent cry I am so very sorry!
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LindArtz Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I feel your pain :heart:   R.I.P. little angel.
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AStoKo Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hug It´s so hard 
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Scooby777 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Much empathy for your loss, my dear.
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Bitch0nline Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2016
Very sorry for your loss :-(
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Branka-Johnlockian Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm so sorry for your loss :iconsadplz:
This is truly an unbearable pain :(
:tighthug:
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surrealistic-gloom Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2016
I am very sorry for your loss!  My heart goses out to you, Andrea!  :tighthug:

Beautiful tribute to her!
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TheStockWarehouse Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
:sadangel: I'm so sorry for the loss of your beloved friend and companion :pray:
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abstractcamera Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
It is very sad that you have lost her, Andrea. I always smiled when I read your comments about her catching ticks in the woods. Please be well soon, my friend.
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poisen2014 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2016
Sady Bear :petting2: 
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JocelyneR Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2016
I perfectly understand your feelings: they are the same I have for my beloved Poupi (a sweet cat so special) who past away already 3 years ago.

Nice tribute to your beautiful dog!  :nod:

I am so very sorry for your painful loss, dear Andrea!  :iconsadhugplz:   STITCH TRISTE by kenhaki
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MariaMurphyArt Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2016  Professional General Artist
Very Beautiful Work by funkypunk2
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PaMonk Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2016  Professional Artist
:hug: Well written and beautiful Tribute :hug:
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